A Letter

Dear Jenny,

Hi! How have been? I been missing you so much. You seem lost nowadays, whenever i see you, you always put a smile on your face. Does that mean your happy or pretending to be happy? I've heard alot of your friends saying that your the best, your so kind, caring, understanding, generous and all those good stuffs. Indeed your a good person with a big heart. But do they really know the real you and what's inside your heart and in your mind. I guess they don't know that sometimes behind those smiles is the feeling of emptiness and the feeling of being alone. But then again how can you be alone when your always surrounded by people whom you loved and cared of? How can you say that? I guess i'll have to get back on you on that matter. I know you don't have the answers to that yet. Hey when was that last time we spent together alone, just you and me talking about anything at all? I can't remember when, I missed those days. I would really love to spend sometime with you again. That is if you have the time, you always seem so busy, spending alot time in the office worrying about stuffs that you really don't need to worry, doing things that you don't really need to do. Doing alot of favors and saying yes when you really want to say is no. Why are you such a people pleaser and why are you making yourself busy all the time? Why do you care so much for others when in fact your care less for yourself. Why do you give time for others and not for yourself. Why do you give so much for others when you give less to yourself. Why do you love someone when that love doesn't stand a chance. I have hundreds of question in my mind that I want to ask you but will wait when your ready. I know that you have the answers subconsciously and you're in a deep sleep that needs to be awaken. You have to wake up jenny open your eyes don't be fooled by your imaginations come back to reality. I wanna talk to you soon. Please give me a piece of your time. Looking forward to talk you. I will be waiting and will always love you.

j.